“He replied, ‘You of little faith, why are you so afraid?’ Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.”-Matthew 8:26
I have come to the unfortunate realization that when I fear things in life, it comes from a root of faithlessness in God. & that is heartbreaking.
When I freak out about something that is beyond my control, I am in a way saying that I do not believe that God will take care of my needs.
Why don’t I trust Him?
Why do I panic so much when He has promised me that He will take care of my needs?
Why is it so dang hard sometimes to trust?
I have been going through a time where I need to lean on and trust God more than ever. For a while, I was saying (and truly meaning), “If it is meant to be God will make a way. No matter what happens, if it is meant to be, there is nothing that can separate me from this. If it is not meant to be, it would never work out anyway.”
But then, hurdles came. I found it harder to say that and almost found it easier to panic than to trust.
Being totally honest, I am a serious mess who has trouble with faith and trust sometimes.
I need some Jesus time (and Peace & Calming).
What do you do to work on your trust and faith in God during hard times?